Team Gas Station

⋆。⋆༶⋆˙⊹ early morning gas station.. large roof providing shelter.. blurry lights in different colours .. it’s quiet.. no one is talking really.. the concrete ground is perfectly flat and clean.. i walk slow and it feels like I’m being watched from the people in their cars.. but they probably aren’t .. they’re just thinking about how much it just costed them to fill their vehicle… 𖧷 · ° .my dad always tells me about how happy he is that he doesn’t need to worry about gas anymore.. he has a rechargeable car.. its cool.. i drove it. I don’t have my license anymore though, i failed my test… it was sad and embarrassing, but it’s okay.. i really hate driving and i hate cars despite my love for the gas station. Being around cars is fine but being inside of them on the road I do not like at all . I guess sometimes it’s not bad, for example on long country roads, or on spaced out high ways. It feels you can do your own thing, but when I have to be in the city and there’s multiple lanes cramped up, left turns.. Uturns.. people speeding around and weaving in and out I feel sickened and I keep having sad visions of what might happen, because every single time you go into a vehicle your life can change forever. I really try not to think about it, I didn’t have this fear for a long time its sprung up quite recently and I have no idea why that’s happened.. anyway.. I should go back on topic, rechargeable cars… I like when they have a charging spot at the gas station .. that means it’s modern and usually means that it’s clean.. modern gas stations are usually very large, and have a huge variety of things to pick from.. I like to see the assortments of drinks. there’s so many different colours, different shaped drinks, different sizes.. but usually I end up going for a type of iced tea. I recently tried the slush machine though, but I still ended up getting an iced tea flavouring.. I get scared to try out something new incase I won’t like it .. same with restaurants.. but sometimes I will try to venture out.. I also like to get a popsicle from the large freezer.. I like to see the frost all over the snacks. Usually that is only in smaller gas stations.. I wonder if the freezer is too cold . when we went to a gas station after the movie theatre, my minions popsicle was freezer burnt. But that doesn’t mean I don’t like small gas stations, some are very cute. There is a much smaller variety to choose from, but that doesn’t matter too much when I think of it… a weird thing though i find smaller gas stations have more candy and gums.. I dont really like gum though.. But i like candy.. I love gummy candies and things like skittles. i ‘ve been getting skittles many times that i go to the gas station. Theyre sweet, hard but then get chewy. Theres a sour pack next to the original pack. ⋆。⋆༶⋆˙⊹ I ponder but i shouldnt do it just in case. Sour makes my tongue feel weird, just like pineapple.. I wish i could go to the gas station right now actually.. I have to be doing something but i’m just taking a moment to write this .. i wanna talk about gas stations being similar to motels.. I feel like they’re the same genre of space.. well at least i think so, i’ve never been to a motel, theres not many around me and i also think i’d be too scared to enter.. i heard they do some shady things there such as drug deals and other stuff.. When i see pictures of them or if i manage to drive by one during a long journey they look quite cool.. quiet.. Lights shining! The best might be when their neon light sign is blown out.. hehe. I just thought about those gas stations that pump your gas for you. I dont know how people feel about those.. I dont know how i feel about that either actually since i’ve never done this act of filling a car. It seems strange though.. Car washes i get.. Oh speaking of car washes they are super fun.. But also scary when i think about it now… i think a lot of things scary me these days.. I used to be very comforted by the cool colours of the soap splattering everywhere, its like a show.. N then the water spraying it all away.. Exiting the wash station and now you’re back to the real world and the sun is beaming down bright.. your eyes need to adjust.. haven’t experienced a car wash in a while. oh i have to go now.. ෆ ໑ ˊˎ -